suddenly decided to blog again, partly due to my blog-hopping just now. well, my blog is dead and always has been. i'm wondering now whether i shld add a tag board. this blog was meant to be a secret blog for me to lambast and lament about everything under the sun, which in my lil narrow world, mostly consist of school and random stuff. but as the blog title suggests, i am somewhat of a
slight narcissus and i couldnt resist telling some of my friends the address, and so now i think a few of them know about my blog already. there's nothing in here of interest or notice really, and nothing especially to incriminate me. well, so the important thing is, should i have a tagboard? or maybe i shouldn't, so that nobody needs to comment on my posts which are all generally crappy and no-standard =)
first thing first, my results. i am quite pleased with them, and yes, i think many people now yearn to take something heavy and whack my head, or box me, or hamtam me, or cause some physical harm to me because i did quite well! yes. seriously i did not expect to do this well. perhaps it's my expectations. say chem, if i did as well as what i thought was ok, i probably would have gotten say a 90 or so. i got about 82 i believe. so anyway, i still need to work hard of course. i cannot be complacent, what with a partner who does every single worksheet and paper that is given out. like, waddaheck lor. yy, are u reading this? =) u totally do not need to do any more maths lor. i bet u anyhow do also can comfortably get an 80 plus. =) haiz.
i need to work for chinese. but i have given up all hope. it will be the only blemish in my otherwise almost perfect o level score. i can predict the future. (well, i hope so)
so yea. these few days we are shrouded in well, haze. ahaha. the haze is quite bad really. i can smell the acrid smell, that somewhat burning smell and the carbon in the smoke. the haze in singapore, dare i say, somehow lends a slightly poetic and whimsical touch to our somehow too concrete island. that slightly foggy feel, that slight feeling of uncertainty, the lack of absolute clarity all make the place seem dreamlike and ethereal. i especially like how the streetlamps look in the haze. the light spreads out a little like fine mists floating in the sky, the shade of gold, glittery and bright.
well, beautiful as it is, i think im gonna kena asthma attack soon. i'd better be careful.
another point. today is zhong qiu jie. i sorta celebrated it by looking at the moon for a while. it's white, round and lovely, although a bit hazy (ahaha). we also ate mooncakes. we tried some from different brands and the conclusion is they all taste the same.
now as i'm typing this, i'm sitting near the open window, the wind blows in gently, bringing with it... haze. *gasps for air*