omg can't believe it. i finally got a crumpler bag! rawr what a big money waster. just blew abt a hundred bucks on a bag. but yea finally. feels weird to finally have smthg ive been coveting for a while, but great. ahaha. YAY. =PPP bigbigsmiles.


hmm i also listened to F.I.R's new album.. it's nice! most songs are nice.. i particularly like the dishixingxing and yueyawan.


AND i cant believe im slacking so much. it's weird, considering how much studying and mugging there was to be done not too long ago... and yup just to rub it in, good luck bio peeps! and geog peeps! ahahaha. ohwell physics ppl actually still have a damn spa.. rawr.. but who cares (right now) ahahah..

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7:37 AM;

omg. promos are going to be over so soon.. in just one more day, it will be over.. and then, my dear, liberation, freedom! (haha)
i can almost feel it.. and i'm feeling so hyped up and excited and nervous and all in one cos tmr's math, which is the singular subject that may be capable of causing my downfall. math. the last and biggest hurdle i have to cross, and after that, it will be liberation, bliss, happiness! and a complete neglect for studies!

(im feeling all shivery and tense just thinking of the prospect...)

yes.. in just a while. it will be over.


fingers are kept crossed, hopefully tmr's math paper won't be so hard such that i break down or start swearing in the middle of the paper. or i may be a complete meanie and wish that it's so damnn hard such that it kills the whole cohort, as an otherwise lower standard paper will have the same effect on me.


im fadinggg... to a shadow of my former glorious self (pukespukes) ahaha jkjk. but yea im fading. and coming back to the pre canoeing days of fairness, my former glorious but not very dark tan is gone... i need to go back under the sun instead of being cooped up in reading rooms or libraries! and being cooped up in rooms as such have the effect of making me eat a lot of junk food. studying doesnt help. so i need to get out once again and go exercise. SIGHH. this is bad.

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7:35 AM;

hmm just felt like updating a little today.

just got through gp and econs. what a horrible combination, six hours of writing.. hands and fingers were cramped up after that, i couldn't even crack my knuckles properly. further exacerbated by the terrible cold. the hall, although not freezing by normal standards, felt very cold during the exams, some part due to nerves as well.

questions were ok and there was a good mix. for gp i felt i could have written my essay a lot better.. sigh. i was writing and i kind of lost track of my thoughts and the essay feels kinda hastily put tgt.. bleargh. but whatever la, it's ok. and it's a load off my mind for now..

sigh chem today. (it's past 12) and it's a subject i rather feel strongly for. hope i do well. organic chem, do not let me down. i hope i can rmb all the stupid details. sigh....

MANN. I REALLY hate exams. omg.

alright not really. more like a love-hate relationship.

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9:16 AM;

haha just felt like updating a little.

it's been too damn fast. orientation days seemed just yesterday. and now we find ourselves facing the impending promotional exams, and the last day of lectures and tutorials just came and went. it's too fast. time seems like a speeding bullet train, it's so fast i can barely catch my breath. who would have known. still rmb when i first came in all wide eyed wonder-y, stepping into the compound and feeling that hmm, somehow this is my sch.. just felt a bit weird then. i somehow rmb i told myself last year (yes it's been a year) that i'll make hc my school the next year, which i did. and now i've plonked myself there for close to a year, and from having nothing to do with the sch, have come to feel part of it. (omg this sounds so er propaganda-ish).

oh well, ytd's (as it's past midnight now) lessons and stuff was rather usual, despite it being the so-called last day where we have official lessons. last lesson of the day was chem (dao pw!) and it's rather a fitting end cos it's my favourite subject.

haha.

mugmugmugmugmug. ohwell. promos will be over soon.

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9:08 AM;

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9:08 AM;

ohwell things have come full circle. and math has come back to haunt me once again.

math, one fine day, one day, just u wait. i'll overcome u one day. and do all the stuff that u throw at me.







OMG DON'T...

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9:08 AM;

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8:56 AM;

I THINK IM LOSING MY MIND SOON.
OR RATHER. I LACK SOME KIND OF MOTIVATION.
I NEED A CERTAIN ENVIRONMENT TO STUDY. LIKE IF I'M AT SCH OR LIBRARY I CAN SOMEHOW CONCENTRATE AND DO SOME PRODUCTIVE WORK (unless of course im with a certain ali).
SO THAT'S LIKE OK. BUT ONCE I GET HOME, I SOMEHOW CANNOT ATTAIN THAT KIND OF MOTIVATION OR CONCENTRATION ANYMORE. (alright maybe it's more due to a lack of trying but yea.. the laptop and internet proves a much greater source of distraction)

i dunno what's getting over me. i dun feel motivated which is worrying cos promos are so close. damnit. i NEED TO GET IT IN MY HEAD THAT STUDYING IS OF IMMENSE IMPORTANCE NOW. LIKE YESS> AND TO ACTUALLY CONCENTRATE AND DO STUFF PROPERLY, instead of spending maybe four hours on three physics questions. what horrid, i wouldn't say waste of time, procrastination.

and likE WOW, i watched a MOVIE. evan almighty. with my family. well, it wasnt too bad, although many critics panned it. i kinda enjoyed it, but then again i like most comedies and slapstick stuff. i'm not a very cheem person at any rate, there's no need for deep analysis or thought at the end of a movie. so well, evan almighty is really light fluffy stuff. which i like sometimes.

although my fav genres are EPICS. oh well. the drama and scale appeals to me, although some of them can be rather crappy at times and erm action, esp all the fighting types.. damn cool. like wuxia stuff, or those high tech weapon filled fighting. COOL. and i dont really like romcoms. ahaha.

hm i still wanna watch ratatouille. will see about that. see whether i can feel UNguilty (i cant find a word) about watching a movie when i shld be studying (but at that point of time i may not be doing so). or i shall hope that ratatouille plays till the end of sept, by that time which promos would have ended and i'll have an entire few months to go crazy.

hmm i'm updating SO regularly nowadays. wow. hmm and i also found out that ppl actually read my blog! (hey if ure reading leave a tag =P)

ohyea which reminds me. i think i've seen all that is to be seen in MAF. it's actually quite cool!! and the fountain is really actually not too bad. and i finally saw the famed fireballs. well they're not tt cool la, hot maybe ahaha, and they drip ash everywhere i would think. yup!

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10:31 AM;

sigh. i think i get distracted way too easily and i need a lot of stress before i go do something to rectify my present situation. (not like promos being less than three weeks away is not stress enough.

i think i love the net too much, what with it chock full of friendster stuff, blogs and youtube videos. great ways to spy, to check out latest gossips and to listen to nice music, or watch stupid shows. which all adds up to = a lot of time wasted. SIGH.

i know. lame right.

anyways. my studies are completely not up to standard. i shudder to think how i'll face math. (gather up courage) i dunno. really. someone make me study, force me to!

ahh i'll camp at hc for the next few days. hopefully i'll be able to discipline myself there. (looking at everyone else mugging their heads off)

what i shall accomplish:
`math diff eqn tut (duh, ms lim wants it)
`maclaurin tut and 7c. both my enemies
`organic chem stuff.
`ohwell do that gp summary again since my previous effort does not amount to much.
`do econs erm... market structures and beyond. complete with notes + all graphs to be drawn out and memorised. + externality tut, of which i know nothing of whee.
`complete the physics paper mr chua gave. (MUST!) and commit to memory all the damn formulas

sigh. and watch ratatouille. (is that how u spell it?)

everyone tells me secret is good. sigh. i know im the weirdest person u find around, like, you're a jay chou fan and u havent watched secret?! like omg..
ohwell i'll watch it after promos. hopefully on dvd if some kind soul lends me, dun think i'll buy it ahaha, or i'll turn to other means which are not so how-should-i-say encouraged by certain members of the public? HAHAHA dao.

ohwell.

MUG. MUG. MUG. MUG.

(seems like i am either refering to a cup, a certain brand of root beer or robbing someone)

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6:40 AM;