suddenly felt like updating again. i thought my blog hadn't been touched for a while but i was quite surprised i posted about 2 weeks ago! ahaha.

anyway i think quite a lot of things have happened of late. right now we're mugging. i haven't really intensified yet but i will soon.

and prom stuff have to be settled soon. it's barely august and already they want the money in... prom's gonna be at ritz carlton, and yup, it is rather ex at 98 bucks. and i hope a large proportion of the class go, since that's largely what prom is about right? camwhoring with the peeps. =)

and i can't believe i'm so crazy. seriously i should get my brain checked, but yeah, thailand and the sm town concert beckons me. like dongbangshinki and superjunior! like OMG. ahaha.

i think this is the time when all of us feel more weird.. somehow i feel that there are so many things i have to take care of like all the stupid personal statements, uni apps (soon), prelims and the A levels, and all of a sudden i'm so unsure of where i shld be going, where i'm headed. of course the prospect of going overseas to study beckons me greatly, so invitingly, almost as if it's a carrot on a string (just for the tiny lil fact that i don't like carrots hahaha). i can feel it in my veins. and i want to go... i want to get away from here (not that i don't like it here) but i want to go out and explore the world. cliche and stupid i know, but this place is too small and microscopic and too familiar, i wanna just get away and go to some strange foreign land where i'll feel like an outsider looking in and visiting. i want to experience new things. i know this is terribly idealistic and is probably not going to happen and i'm probably too romantic and dreamy for my own good. then i start getting worried once again, cos there's no way the good universities in the world will accept me, when there are so many out there with better results and portfolios. and my dream is about to get crushed...

i want to be a traveller, a voyager, a nomad, a liu lang ze. but i don't think i have the courage to. but i can imagine though.

BACK TO EARTH.

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9:20 AM;

omg it's over i can't believe it.. over in a flash. the past four days seemed so frantically fast to me, like part of something too good, and good things always slip by in seconds... gosh i know i will miss everything so so much, even as i couldn't stand some of the trainings, even as i was down or sad sometimes. the team mates especially, it's probably different now that we are gonna be meeting more in the reading room than meeting at macritchie (which is probably our favourite reservoir in the world.) post comps is over, we've had a fantastically good time at outback steakhouse and at the marina mandarin hotel (THANK YOU HAOXIA!) playing and camwhoring and for some, being drunk (haha)...
and now i guess life is probably back to normal, except for the lack of training.

love u hcanoe 0708.

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6:00 AM;