shall try to type in malay since it'll be one of the last times i'll ever use it.
sudah ada o levels keputusan. ada 7a1s 2a2s dan 2b3. sangat sedih.
a2 untuk chem dan chinese
b3 untuk msp dan hc.
=(
chem saya tak tahu kenapa hanya a2. chem, sains yang saya terlalu baik leh. sian. so low only. damn sad la.... saya tak tahu, tetapi paper damn weird lah.
the worse is bahasa melayu la. kenapa b3??????????? worse that i have ever done la. saya selalu ada a1 atau a2 untuk msp. b3... sigh. damn lousy. i really think my malay is better than just a b3. i did work hard, i memorised some karangan, i memorised some oral topics, i memorised all e peribahasa (heh in eng tho) and in the end what i get is some crap grade. the paper is easy la. to anybody who has ever spoken any malay (fluently and nt with random eng words in sentences) will find it freaking easy. unfortunately i do not. i rmbed i cldnt do some of e mcqs! and its just mcqs lah! damn it. and i know i found e mcq compre hard. (isit ah, cant really rmb)
come to think of it, i REALLY shld have quit while i was ahead. why the hell did i take it for os. it really damaged my grades. sigh. a blemish.
cikgu akan kill me. =P
forget it la.
i dun regret taking malay. at least now i still know a tiny bit and can warble my way thru sentences. yay. but i guess in a while i'll forget it completely. =(
i'm damn sad abt my os. seriously i really could have done better. i know 7a1s isnt bad, 6 pts isnt bad, but it just feels so... wasted. i wanted 9a1s, but fell short of it. it's just tt i feel so... like..i dunno la.... not very happy. like a vague feeling of dissatisfaction. e feeling tt i cld have done better. but im glad i can stay in hci coz i hav grown to love e sch as well as 6b and i really hope to stay in e class for 2 yrs.
if u congratulate me, i'm sorry if i dao or look unhappy. coz i'm not happy with the grades, at all.
but it's fine la. i'm not happy nor sad over it. it's just ok, normal, average, ok.
dont mind me and certainly pls dun kill me.