ahh i think i kinda like canoe.. the cca.. the sport.. the amazing wonderful team, the snrs, the jnrs (us la).. the camaraderie.. the bond..despite the hiongness.. despite the fact that i cant canoe very well (for now, hopefully)..
SIGH. i'll be very reluctant to give it all up if i really need to.
there might be a simple, clear soln at the end of the day. and perhaps all this thinking is completely uncalled for...
ahh. i dont know.
i shall wait and see.
