TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR WORDS

Thursday, January 31, 2008

GRRRRR. im beginning to hate this, like seriously. omg why did i even think of doing h3? i think i must be crazy or mad or just plain insane. i dunno why they want us to do two bloody tutorials when they're abt the same. maybe cos having it online makes it easier to mark. it sucks TOTALLY. as if doing it on paper isnt bad enough, i have to type it in the computer. like what the, doing it on the computer is crazy, cos u cant identify ANYTHING properly. and it just sucksssss.... GRRRRR. the tutorial is damn long too, and damn tedious. and i bloody almost sacrifice my entire thurs to doing it only. WHY. i wanna say these 2 words soon, but i'm gonna hang on for a while more: I QUIT!

too beautiful ;
8:36 AM;

i went blog hopping just now although im not supposed to cos i have a lot of tutorials to do (H3 u suck!) and i feel very inspired to blog now. im suddenly reminded that today's the last day of january, partly because of the transition from yellow to blue in my diary/planner/notebook. ahaha. now i seriously wonder where january went to, it just came and went. too soon!

cny's coming soon! yay. tho im technically not supposed to celebrate, my family's not too pantang. shld be fine i guess. i <3 cny, although it may sound like the most cliched thing in the world. ahahhaa (to any chinese i guess)

on another note, ellen is coming to singapore! yay!!! man i miss her. havent seen her for abt a year. (gosh it's been long!) hahah we must all have a gathering of sorts k! and luckily she is now slping later and becoming more nocturnal otherwise i will nv have the chance to talk to her online cos she's 2/3 hrs ahead and im always online late. haha. but of all things she has to come to sg like on a sunday and the then it will subsequently be weekdays. bad, cos i dont have time! except perhaps dinner. i end everyday at abt 6-7 except for thurs my only slack day, but which has to be wasted pia-ing h3 hw. sigh. but yeah, dont worry i'll squeeze time out of my packed schedule. i am a very busy person. HAHAHA.

h3 teachers think we're some imba muggers or smthg. not only are the lectures long and hard to understand, they give us hard tutorials as well, and make that 2 tutorials, one hardcopy one on isp. the tutorials are so tedious rawr! all the funny configurations, stereoisomers, enantiomers, DISASTEReomers. sigh. who cares. i think i shld quit while im ahead. (will seriously think abt this when i see my grades slipping.)

and training. cos i have h3 on fri, im missing one water trng every week. i dunno whether it will affect me on water, and i guess i will definitely have to make up in the future when nats are nearing... i'd rather be paddling.

full of ramblings. on and on and on... i think im starting to lose a lot of ambition (i admit some too lofty) but i dunno. i guess ultimately, if i'm happy, if ppl arnd me are happy, i guess that's what matters after all.

too beautiful ;
6:43 AM;