sometimes i feel horribly dumb. i believe that i am capable of doing much better, just that right now, the results aren't showing. and now i'm in a terrible dilemma... to quit or not to quit, that is the question. i totally feel like just forsaking it all, just throwing the burden away, but something holds me back a little, the nagging feeling that no way, i am not gonna just quit so easily, i'm gonna prove that i can do better.
still the liberation would be tremendous.
no more tearing of hair, cussing, cursing and swearing while doing work. (still there's always math.)
and a tuesday and friday off.
